Still Here No Clean Explanation Hoodie | The Survival Files

Still here. No clean explanation.

I didn’t make this hoodie because I have some beautiful recovery story tied up with a nice little fucking bow.

I made it because I’ve spent most of my life trying to figure out how to exist inside a brain that doesn’t always make living easy.

And if there’s one thing I know, it’s that survival can be messy as hell.

Sometimes you’re doing better.

Sometimes you're medicated, exhausted and barely holding your shit together.

Sometimes you're surviving because you love somebody.

Sometimes you're surviving because you're too damn stubborn to let your own brain win.

And sometimes you honestly have no idea why you're still here.

You don’t need a pretty reason. You just need to still be here.

The front hits with STATUS: STILL HERE, while the oversized back graphic turns the whole thing into one fucked-up survival file:

STILL HERE.
NO CLEAN EXPLANATION.

With:

MULTIPLE SYSTEM FAILURES.
MENTAL STABILITY: QUESTIONABLE.
CASE STATUS: OPEN.
SUBJECT: STILL FUCKING HERE.

And the part that matters most:

SURVIVAL DOESN’T HAVE TO LOOK PRETTY TO COUNT.

This hoodie is part of Chaos Vault // The Survival Files, my limited Suicide Prevention Awareness Month collection.

I created this one for the people who know mental health isn't always soft colors, inspirational quotes and talking about how strong we are.

Sometimes it's dark.

Sometimes it's ugly.

Sometimes it's fucking complicated.

But you're still here.

CASE REMAINS OPEN.

— Chaos Theøry